I don’t expect Tumblr to help me feel better, it rarely does, but if you have a kind word to share with me or something I’d appreciate it right about now. The commissions are pulling me down like anchors; I had expectations for finishing larger projects before october, but nothing’s getting done because I’m intimidated by them. And now the managers at my job are getting on my case for not “upselling” enough. It’s bumming me down right now. I don’t want to annoy customers as they’re sitting and enjoying a book to scrape any cash out of them that I can. If I was them, I’d want to be left alone. Asking me to give in and do something I know is wrong in my heart is asking me to give up what makes me individual. I think my days at the store are numbered if this keeps up, and I want more than ever to be a full-time animator for a studio.

Rant over, sorry for your time.