Doing story posts seems like a waste of time when I could be having fun with random little animations that I love making. Also I feel really lonely. Haven’t had any close friends since I had flutterguy and nide. And never had any close friends in real life. Was crying on my bed for the last hour. I don’t proactively make friends, nor do I know anyone in my city that appreciates art and animation like I do. Went to Dragons 2 with my parents today, made me start feeling lonely. First time they were together with me in a long time, but I wish I could have been there with a girl or a close friend irl. Stream went downhill very fast tonight, now I feel sick about working since I don’t have any friendly competition that flutterguy used to give me. I could make so many posts per week with him to collaborate with, now everyone is drifting away from art and I can’t rely on anyone to push me to being better.