Today was rough and coming back to art block was even rougher. At work I was alone for 5 hours and the few times someone took over my break the person said he hated me. I came back home crying and tried to force myself to work on Awkward Moment, then fell asleep on my bed thinking horrible things. Woke up about an hour later and played Smite, and my team was harassing my character choice. I don’t feel like doing anything now and I feel so alone.