I really want to be more productive and I can’t help but  get exhausted after just a few minutes of sitting down and doing anything.

I also feel really lonely being one of my only friends who animates and stuff. I feel like other animators are all too busy to spend time with me and help me with my projects and really want some people to work with me as a collaboration or team. I’m not great at being social on a small scale because I’m too intimate and anxious about being around more than 1 person at a time. It’s hard to find people who can stick around me and be there just for me when I need guidance, as well as people on my same level. I wish I had a clone sometimes because only he would understand what I mean. #2awkward4friends